It is not a big deal, people have to get over it, and from what I see (without insulting) Korean netizens looks like they don’t except apologies. Which will give the wrong idea about them than what jay wrote 4 years ago!!!
I find it ironic, I don't know about you. It's an international fan point of view that's Korean netizens who are destroying their repetition in the world than destroying jay himself!
This is what I wrote a day before jay leaves Korea, in a heart breaking way.
I was shocked, I was surfing the internet for news or at least a prove that he really left his team!! I cried in front of my mom when she asked me what's wrong with me. She comfort me saying it is better for him to leave now while situations are complicated , and after that he should have a press conference explaining the whole situation to the public.
She said to me when I needed someone to comfort me that "If he is a good artist it's their lost not him".
It's their lost not him. It's their lost not him. You are right mom, it's their lost not him :(
But, what about me? What about all fans who love him, who adores him, the people who sees him as an example of a hard working person to achieve his goals. and he did in front of our eyes he really did mom :(
I know this sounds a bit selfish, I don't want to be selfish. Jay going to Seattle is his choice and maybe it's better for him this way , maybe being beside his family will comfort him and cure his injured heart :(
I feel so sorry for him; he is a good person and doesn’t deserve all this happening to him. But also I believe everything has a reason why it happened .maybe this will show him that he has a lot of supportive people that are standing with him in his hard times.
If someone puts a smile in your face, makes you laugh, or even takes you out from your depressed and boring mood. Someone just make your day even better. That person deserves the truly love from you and also deserve to be in mind forever and not to be forgotten, because simply who would forget a person made him feel even happier! I will always ALWAYS be thankful for the people who changed my mood and made me see the world in a better way.
"We are not seven we are one" said by Wooyoung.
Yes it's true you are one and you are the only ones there. But 2PM isn't 2PM without the leader Jay; he is the group's soul and their heart. I can't imagine the team without him it's just hurts me to think about seeing them doing their activities without him : ( my heart is hurting thinking about him now and what is his mom's feelings.
I am praying for them to cool their burning hearts.
And I will always support you jay no matter what your decision is. I will be with you and you will always be in my heart. I loved you as a person, as a member, and as a leader, I know you won't disappoint me in any decision you will make. God bless you and keep your faith in your god and yourself.
With all my love
Norah
TUE 8\9\2009
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